Sleepy Panda Eyes
link
finally a new playlist. this one took a long time to publish, sorry about that. it had been completed for a while but i couldnt get any ideas for that damn cover art and then i spent too much time in the hospital compiling other lists. i hate that how that happens, youre trying to finish one project but already in your mind youve got four other projects lined up and your mind is ready to work on those and not the one youre currently working one. sheesh! 
anyway, this one is perfect for filling up the bathtub with bubbles and just being there. give yourself a time out from time to time in the bath and just chill. its been my new thing this year to take more baths and just relax and it definitely works in getting rid of stress. my purple hair though leaves traces of blue pigment in the water so by the time im done relaxing i have bath full of blue water and soooo that led to this playlist. haha enjoy:
Bluish Bath
Bluish — Animal Collective
Blue Light — Mazzy Star
Glory Box — Portishead
Superstar — The Carpenters
Perfume — The Jesus & Mary Chain
From Black to Blue — Yo La Tengo
Blue Star — Seapony
Persephone — Cocteau Twins 
Blue & Silver — Lower Dens
Lemonade — Braids
Into Black — Blouse
Blue Thunder — Galaxie 500
Lips Like Sugar — Echo & The Bunnymen
Rosa — Grimes
Dark House — The Mayfair Set
Blue Jean — David Bowie
Got Somebody to Dream About — The Summer Twins
O, Lilac — Wild Nothing
download here
learn how to import to itunes here
listen here: 

Bluish Bath from battlescars on 8tracks.

or listen on spotify here

finally a new playlist. this one took a long time to publish, sorry about that. it had been completed for a while but i couldnt get any ideas for that damn cover art and then i spent too much time in the hospital compiling other lists. i hate that how that happens, youre trying to finish one project but already in your mind youve got four other projects lined up and your mind is ready to work on those and not the one youre currently working one. sheesh! 

anyway, this one is perfect for filling up the bathtub with bubbles and just being there. give yourself a time out from time to time in the bath and just chill. its been my new thing this year to take more baths and just relax and it definitely works in getting rid of stress. my purple hair though leaves traces of blue pigment in the water so by the time im done relaxing i have bath full of blue water and soooo that led to this playlist. haha enjoy:

Bluish Bath

  1. Bluish — Animal Collective
  2. Blue Light — Mazzy Star
  3. Glory Box — Portishead
  4. Superstar — The Carpenters
  5. Perfume — The Jesus & Mary Chain
  6. From Black to Blue — Yo La Tengo
  7. Blue Star — Seapony
  8. Persephone — Cocteau Twins 
  9. Blue & Silver — Lower Dens
  10. Lemonade — Braids
  11. Into Black — Blouse
  12. Blue Thunder — Galaxie 500
  13. Lips Like Sugar — Echo & The Bunnymen
  14. Rosa — Grimes
  15. Dark House — The Mayfair Set
  16. Blue Jean — David Bowie
  17. Got Somebody to Dream About — The Summer Twins
  18. O, Lilac — Wild Nothing

download here

learn how to import to itunes here

listen here:
 

Bluish Bath from battlescars on 8tracks.

or listen on spotify here

link
tumblr, it’s that time again.how did a year go by so quickly? why did i put this off for so long knowing this day was going to come? i dunno. i’ve been living, tumblr, just living. i’ve been spending all my time working on costumes and listening to oldies and trying to squeeze in time with the boy of my dreams (which doesn’t happen as often as id like bc im a busy bee!).  so it took me forever to get this done mostly because my musical tastes as of late have been all over the radar…much too crazy for a cohesive themed playlist so forgive me for the lack of panache in this one. 
i wrote a bunch of stuff right here and decided to just erase it.it doesnt matter. just stick to the basics, if you haven’t found that one, keep looking. when you do, spend your love well. that’s all. i saved you a boring paragraph, phew!
5TH ANNUAL VALENTINE’S DAY PLAYLIST:A L W A Y S    L O O K I N G 
 Dum Dum Girls — Always Looking
The Cure — The Lovecats
T. Rex — Mambo Sun
Grimes — Oblivion
The Beach Boys — Don’t Worry Baby
Craft Spells & Emily Reo — Love Well Spent
The Jesus & Mary Chain — Some Candy Talking
Wild Nothing — Quiet Hours
Bush Tetras — Moonlite
Beach Fossils — Fall Right In
Doris Troy — Just One Look
Belle & Sebastian — Like Dylan In The Movies
Tashaki Miyaki — Nothing Can Change This Love
Lower Dens — I Get Nervous
The Radio Dept. — All About Our Love
Sonny & Cher — I Got You Babe
Vacation Dad feat. Yohuna — IHOPEYRFAVORITECOLORISEVERYWHERE
Sea of Bees — The Woods
Cocteau Twins — Lorelei
Suzi Quatro — She’s In Love With You
Regina Spektor — On The Radio
D O W N L O A D  H E R E
LISTEN HERE:




Always Looking from battlescars on 8tracks.


P.S. importing playlist instructions here.
happy valentine’s day to all of you. 

tumblr, it’s that time again.
how did a year go by so quickly? why did i put this off for so long knowing this day was going to come? i dunno. i’ve been living, tumblr, just living. i’ve been spending all my time working on costumes and listening to oldies and trying to squeeze in time with the boy of my dreams (which doesn’t happen as often as id like bc im a busy bee!).  so it took me forever to get this done mostly because my musical tastes as of late have been all over the radar…much too crazy for a cohesive themed playlist so forgive me for the lack of panache in this one. 

i wrote a bunch of stuff right here and decided to just erase it.
it doesnt matter. just stick to the basics, if you haven’t found that one, keep looking. when you do, spend your love well. that’s all.
i saved you a boring paragraph, phew!

5TH ANNUAL VALENTINE’S DAY PLAYLIST:
A L W A Y S    L O O K I N G 

  1.  Dum Dum Girls — Always Looking
  2. The Cure — The Lovecats
  3. T. Rex — Mambo Sun
  4. Grimes — Oblivion
  5. The Beach Boys — Don’t Worry Baby
  6. Craft Spells & Emily Reo — Love Well Spent
  7. The Jesus & Mary Chain — Some Candy Talking
  8. Wild Nothing — Quiet Hours
  9. Bush Tetras — Moonlite
  10. Beach Fossils — Fall Right In
  11. Doris Troy — Just One Look
  12. Belle & Sebastian — Like Dylan In The Movies
  13. Tashaki Miyaki — Nothing Can Change This Love
  14. Lower Dens — I Get Nervous
  15. The Radio Dept. — All About Our Love
  16. Sonny & Cher — I Got You Babe
  17. Vacation Dad feat. Yohuna — IHOPEYRFAVORITECOLORISEVERYWHERE
  18. Sea of Bees — The Woods
  19. Cocteau Twins — Lorelei
  20. Suzi Quatro — She’s In Love With You
  21. Regina Spektor — On The Radio

D O W N L O A D  H E R E

LISTEN HERE:

Always Looking from battlescars on 8tracks.

P.S. importing playlist instructions here.

happy valentine’s day to all of you. 

link
so september is coming to a close and i’m finally accepting the fact that my summer has actually ended. ohhhh welll nothing gold can stay! wah wah. hahaha so here’s this playlist i’ve been keeping to myself this entire time. 
Coma Summer — Weekend
Sleepwalking — Cosmetics
Babyface — The Elected
Caught in a Whirl — Jeremy Jay
Erase You — ESG
Mindkilla — Gang Gang Dance
Sleepover — Facepaint
One Fine Day — The Chiffons
Home — Catwalk
With You — Seapony
You Can’t Hurry Love — The Supremes
Alter Ego — Tame Impala
Into Black — Blouse
I Will Be — Dum Dum Girls
You Yes You (edit) — tUnE-yArDs
Cool Love — Wanda Jackson
Teen Age Thugs — Sonny & The Sunsets
Video Games — Lana Del Rey
Sugar Hiccup — Cocteau Twins
Quantum Leap — John Maus
Ritual Union — Little Dragon
listen here:




download here
learn how to import to itunes here
enjoy! i’m off now to see my beloved Jens Lekman at the Masonic Lodge in the Hollywood Forever Cemetery! yayyy!

so september is coming to a close and i’m finally accepting the fact that my summer has actually ended. ohhhh welll nothing gold can stay! wah wah. hahaha so here’s this playlist i’ve been keeping to myself this entire time. 

  1. Coma SummerWeekend
  2. SleepwalkingCosmetics
  3. BabyfaceThe Elected
  4. Caught in a WhirlJeremy Jay
  5. Erase YouESG
  6. MindkillaGang Gang Dance
  7. SleepoverFacepaint
  8. One Fine Day The Chiffons
  9. HomeCatwalk
  10. With You Seapony
  11. You Can’t Hurry Love The Supremes
  12. Alter EgoTame Impala
  13. Into BlackBlouse
  14. I Will BeDum Dum Girls
  15. You Yes You (edit)tUnE-yArDs
  16. Cool Love Wanda Jackson
  17. Teen Age ThugsSonny & The Sunsets
  18. Video GamesLana Del Rey
  19. Sugar HiccupCocteau Twins
  20. Quantum LeapJohn Maus
  21. Ritual UnionLittle Dragon

listen here:

download here

learn how to import to itunes here

enjoy! i’m off now to see my beloved Jens Lekman at the Masonic Lodge in the Hollywood Forever Cemetery! yayyy!

link
it’s been quite a while since my last playlist. it took me the entire summer to compile this one together and originally it wasn’t ever going to be published but well, here we are. i made this for someone in particular even though i was told playlists were very “obvious and juvenile” although we’ve argued over whether or not he said it was actually juvenile i’m just going to go ahead and say he did. hahah. 
anyway….track listing:
Scandinavian Crush — Craft Spells
Take Me In — Wild Nothing
Foool — Galapagos
Temptation — New Order
Take Me Over — Cut Copy
Spellwork — Austra
After the Moment — Craft Spells
 You’d Better Stop — Doris Troy
Oh Mein M — Dum Dum Girls
Love Song — TRS-80
Why Won’t You Make Up Your Mind? — Tame Impala
You — Gold Panda
Just Like Honey — The Jesus & Mary Chain
Wildfire — SBTRKT feat. Little Dragon
Love You More — The Buzzcocks
Brand New Start — Little Joy
Landscape — Weekend
Spit on a Stranger — Pavement
Lorelei — Cocteau Twins
Fall Right In — Beach Fossils
Fade Into You — Mazzy Star
Friend (Lover) — Evenings
ya’ll know the drilllllllldownload here
learn how to import to itunes here
listen here:(won’t play on your dash btw) 
p.s. stay tuned for my summer playlist: Coma Summer. 

it’s been quite a while since my last playlist. it took me the entire summer to compile this one together and originally it wasn’t ever going to be published but well, here we are. i made this for someone in particular even though i was told playlists were very “obvious and juvenile” although we’ve argued over whether or not he said it was actually juvenile i’m just going to go ahead and say he did. hahah. 

anyway….
track listing:

  1. Scandinavian CrushCraft Spells
  2. Take Me In Wild Nothing
  3. FooolGalapagos
  4. Temptation New Order
  5. Take Me OverCut Copy
  6. SpellworkAustra
  7. After the Moment Craft Spells
  8.  You’d Better StopDoris Troy
  9. Oh Mein MDum Dum Girls
  10. Love Song TRS-80
  11. Why Won’t You Make Up Your Mind? Tame Impala
  12. YouGold Panda
  13. Just Like HoneyThe Jesus & Mary Chain
  14. WildfireSBTRKT feat. Little Dragon
  15. Love You More The Buzzcocks
  16. Brand New Start Little Joy
  17. LandscapeWeekend
  18. Spit on a StrangerPavement
  19. LoreleiCocteau Twins
  20. Fall Right InBeach Fossils
  21. Fade Into YouMazzy Star
  22. Friend (Lover)Evenings

ya’ll know the drillllllll
download here

learn how to import to itunes here

listen here:
(won’t play on your dash btw) 

p.s. stay tuned for my summer playlist: Coma Summer

link
my gay boyfriend christopher is studying abroad in St. Petersburg, Russia this summer and as a parting gift i made him this playlist. chris isn’t used to the music i listen to so i made him this playlist with every intention of expanding his musical taste. i threw in things that i knew he could possibly like and that would definitely keep him company on his long ass flight. i hope you have a fantastic summer kiddo, keep tumblr-land posted on your russian adventures. 
Gulag Summer Playlist:
Korallreven — Shine On
Beirut — O’ Leaozinho
Cults — Go Outside
Emmon — Ghost Dance
Still Corners — French Kiss
Warpaint — Bees
Sea of Bees — Gnomes
Active Child — I’m In Your Church at Night
Tashaki Miyaki — Nothing Can Change This Love
Jeremy Jay — Caught In a Whirl
Yohuna — Hometown Key
Kings of Convenience — I’d Rather Dance With You
Lætitia Sadier — By The Sea
Blank Dogs — Another Language
Twin Sister — I Want a House
Cocteau Twins — Lorelei
Kisses — Lovers
The Elected — Babyface
Craft Spells — Your Tomb
Austra — Young & Gay
Wild Nothing — Golden Haze
DOWLOAD HERE(if you dont know how to import a playlist to itunes, go here) 
listen: 

my gay boyfriend christopher is studying abroad in St. Petersburg, Russia this summer and as a parting gift i made him this playlist. chris isn’t used to the music i listen to so i made him this playlist with every intention of expanding his musical taste. i threw in things that i knew he could possibly like and that would definitely keep him company on his long ass flight. i hope you have a fantastic summer kiddo, keep tumblr-land posted on your russian adventures. 

Gulag Summer Playlist:

  1. Korallreven — Shine On
  2. Beirut — O’ Leaozinho
  3. Cults — Go Outside
  4. Emmon — Ghost Dance
  5. Still Corners — French Kiss
  6. Warpaint — Bees
  7. Sea of Bees — Gnomes
  8. Active Child — I’m In Your Church at Night
  9. Tashaki Miyaki — Nothing Can Change This Love
  10. Jeremy Jay — Caught In a Whirl
  11. Yohuna — Hometown Key
  12. Kings of Convenience — I’d Rather Dance With You
  13. Lætitia Sadier — By The Sea
  14. Blank Dogs — Another Language
  15. Twin Sister — I Want a House
  16. Cocteau Twins — Lorelei
  17. Kisses — Lovers
  18. The Elected — Babyface
  19. Craft Spells — Your Tomb
  20. Austra — Young & Gay
  21. Wild Nothing — Golden Haze

DOWLOAD HERE
(if you dont know how to import a playlist to itunes, go here


listen: 

link
it’s been a while since my last playlist. i got pretty consumed by the dance show and trying to graduate so cut me some slack. haha. i would like to point out though that i took my last final today and this means i’m pretty much done with school (crossing my fingers i pass lighting class) & i graduate this saturday! ^_____^ so naturally this means i have time for playlists haha.
this one has been a work in progress for like, four months now. i know. it just never felt complete. then Craft Spells released Idle Labor and the first track just became the central focus for this playlist that lacked direction. i wasn’t going to make this one public, but i keep dreaming about it (yes, i dream of playlists) and i feel like it’s time to fully let go. i can’t make another playlist without finishing this one, i just can’t. and i’ve got others planned so, this just needed to happen. yes, like all other playlists, this one has a story and a specific order in which the tracks should be played. but i mean, whatever, you listen to them however you want :)
A TRAGEDY FOR THE AGES
Craft Spells — For the Ages
Beach Fossils feat. Jack Tatum — Out in the Way
Zola Jesus — Sea Talk
LCD Soundsystem — I Can Change
Wild Nothing — Gemini
Former Ghosts — New Orleans
Sufjan Stevens — Enchanting Ghost
Mirah — Don’t Die in Me
Beach House — Better Times
Sonny & The Sunsets — Pretend You Love Me
Vivian Girls — Can’t Get Over You
Best Coast — Bratty B
Goldenspell — Without You
The Jesus & Mary Chain — Darklands
The National — Sorrow
Cults — Abducted
Ladytron — Cease2xist
The Radio Dept. — Lost & Found
Twin Shadow — Tether Beat
The Presets — If I Know You
The Naked & Famous — No Way
Patrick Wolf — Time Of My Life
download HERE
listen here:





p.s. go here if you dont know how to import a playlist to itunes. 

it’s been a while since my last playlist. i got pretty consumed by the dance show and trying to graduate so cut me some slack. haha. i would like to point out though that i took my last final today and this means i’m pretty much done with school (crossing my fingers i pass lighting class) & i graduate this saturday! ^_____^ so naturally this means i have time for playlists haha.

this one has been a work in progress for like, four months now. i know. it just never felt complete. then Craft Spells released Idle Labor and the first track just became the central focus for this playlist that lacked direction. i wasn’t going to make this one public, but i keep dreaming about it (yes, i dream of playlists) and i feel like it’s time to fully let go. i can’t make another playlist without finishing this one, i just can’t. and i’ve got others planned so, this just needed to happen. yes, like all other playlists, this one has a story and a specific order in which the tracks should be played. but i mean, whatever, you listen to them however you want :)

A TRAGEDY FOR THE AGES

  1. Craft Spells — For the Ages
  2. Beach Fossils feat. Jack Tatum — Out in the Way
  3. Zola Jesus — Sea Talk
  4. LCD Soundsystem — I Can Change
  5. Wild Nothing — Gemini
  6. Former Ghosts — New Orleans
  7. Sufjan Stevens — Enchanting Ghost
  8. Mirah — Don’t Die in Me
  9. Beach House — Better Times
  10. Sonny & The Sunsets — Pretend You Love Me
  11. Vivian Girls — Can’t Get Over You
  12. Best Coast — Bratty B
  13. Goldenspell — Without You
  14. The Jesus & Mary Chain — Darklands
  15. The National — Sorrow
  16. Cults — Abducted
  17. Ladytron — Cease2xist
  18. The Radio Dept. — Lost & Found
  19. Twin Shadow — Tether Beat
  20. The Presets — If I Know You
  21. The Naked & Famous — No Way
  22. Patrick Wolf — Time Of My Life

download HERE

listen here:

p.s. go here if you dont know how to import a playlist to itunes. 

link
More Adventurous
Wild Nothing — Promise
Catwalk — (Please) Don’t Break Me
MillionYoung — Weak Ends
Beach Fossils — Face It
Baths — You’re My Excuse To Travel
The Jesus & Mary Chain — About You
Twin Sister — All Around & Away We Go
Pavement — Gold Soundz
Deerhunter — Desire Lines
Kisses — Kisses
Blackbird Blackbird — Let’s Move On Together
Pomegranates — 50’s
The Radio Dept. — This Past Week
Weekend — Age Class
Yo La Tengo — Season of the Shark
Galaxie 500 — Don’t Let Our Youth Go to Waste
ABBA — Take A Chance on Me
Rilo Kiley — More Adventurous
well. here we are.this is a playlist especially made for the tall drink of water in the ‘stang. i’m very well aware that it’s a hopeless cause, a pointless chase, a shot in the dark. however, i’m really proud of this playlist. this is proof that i can still feel—that i’m not as dead as i thought i was. so for that, i thank him. for helping the numbness subside. you truly are the Trent to my Daria. although this playlist will be very much unappreciated, and possibly resented or receive a lot of negative energy, i’m still glad it exists. Funny how that sounds like a representation of me—rough around the edges, but with good intentions, and always, always unappreciated. i’m not the prettiest face, i’m not your desired size zero, i’m ill-tempered and strongly opinionated, but deep down there’s actually a heart full of good intentions. lol what is this emo shit? lol. download this playlist, i know if at all, you kids will appreciate it. pass it on, make copies and give it to the person who makes you feel. 
DOWNLOAD HERE
(to learn how to import a playlist go here! it will help you out a lot! if you’re not using itunes, im sorry!
listen here:


i’ve read with every broken heart we should become more adventurous

More Adventurous

  1. Wild NothingPromise
  2. Catwalk(Please) Don’t Break Me
  3. MillionYoungWeak Ends
  4. Beach FossilsFace It
  5. BathsYou’re My Excuse To Travel
  6. The Jesus & Mary Chain About You
  7. Twin SisterAll Around & Away We Go
  8. PavementGold Soundz
  9. Deerhunter Desire Lines
  10. Kisses — Kisses
  11. Blackbird Blackbird Let’s Move On Together
  12. Pomegranates50’s
  13. The Radio Dept. This Past Week
  14. WeekendAge Class
  15. Yo La Tengo Season of the Shark
  16. Galaxie 500Don’t Let Our Youth Go to Waste
  17. ABBATake A Chance on Me
  18. Rilo KileyMore Adventurous

well. here we are.
this is a playlist especially made for the tall drink of water in the ‘stang. i’m very well aware that it’s a hopeless cause, a pointless chase, a shot in the dark. however, i’m really proud of this playlist. this is proof that i can still feel—that i’m not as dead as i thought i was. so for that, i thank him. for helping the numbness subside. you truly are the Trent to my Daria. although this playlist will be very much unappreciated, and possibly resented or receive a lot of negative energy, i’m still glad it exists. Funny how that sounds like a representation of me—rough around the edges, but with good intentions, and always, always unappreciated. i’m not the prettiest face, i’m not your desired size zero, i’m ill-tempered and strongly opinionated, but deep down there’s actually a heart full of good intentions. lol what is this emo shit? lol. download this playlist, i know if at all, you kids will appreciate it. pass it on, make copies and give it to the person who makes you feel. 

DOWNLOAD HERE



(to learn how to import a playlist go here! it will help you out a lot! if you’re not using itunes, im sorry!

listen here:


i’ve read with every broken heart we should become more adventurous

link
hey guys! it’s that time again! this is now the 4th year i do this and i must admit, it’s becoming one of my favorite things to do. originally i had intended to make 40 mixtapes and mail them out like i did last year, but time has not been on my side as of late. plus i’ve been going through one of those bizarre stages of life when you begin to question if doing certain things even matter anymore. So a bit disillusioned with the whole snail mail deal, i decided to at least still post this mix. Hopefully some of you will listen and download although it’s not as personal as receiving a personalized tape. sigh. forgive me please! 
 at first listen, this will probably sound like the most schizophrenic mix i have ever made. however, there is a reason for that. in between all the heartbreak we feel, somehow there are always spurts of good feelings that return to us in several different forms—whether they be flashbacks, little reminders or just by innocent coincidences. they sure as hell are unexpected most of the time but they never cease to bring a smile to your face while simultaneously tugging at those darn heartstrings. i feel like that’s what this mix is, those feelings of absolute misery that oftentimes get interrupted by memories of feelings that once were, for lack of a better word, perfect.   but you know, sometimes we need a break from heartbreak.  if there’s something i have learned from my dear friend jens lekman it’s that the end of the world is bigger than love. our broken hearts are only a small part of who we are and we have to keep going. there are other facets of our lives that can fulfill us when there is an emotional void. yes, its easy to say and very tough to actually put into action, but if you just keep reminding yourself that there are bigger things than love, you can make it through. perhaps your pain and suffering will never end, but there will be other fractions of life that can make you feel less hollow, even if it’s just for a short period of time.   with love,  your friend Leedz
DOWNLOAD PLAYLIST HERE
Bizarre Love // february.14.2011.
New Order — Bizarre Love Triangle
Twin Shadow — Slow
Former Ghosts (feat. Nika Roza Danilova) — Chin Up
Wild Nothing — Take Me In
Yo La Tengo — You Can Have It All
Active Child — When Your Love Is Safe
Twin Sister — Lady Daydream
The National — Anyone’s Ghost
King Charles — Love Lust
Secret Shine — Know
Bon Iver — Skinny Love
Wolf Gang — Back to Back (Active Child Remix)
Pavement — Spit On A Stranger
Caribou — Jamelia
Frightened Rabbit — My Backwards Walk
White Denim — I’d Have It Just The Way We Were
Mazzy Star — Fade Into You
The Pains of Being Pure at Heart — The Heart In Your Heartbreak
Generationals — When They Fight, They Fight
The XX — Night Time
Fleetwood Mac — Dreams
Pale Saints — Sight of You
Sailor & I — Where’s the Love
Yeah Yeah Yeahs — Modern Romance
Jens Lekman — The End of the World is Bigger Than Love
p.s. this will not play on your dashp.p.s. click here if you don’t know how to import a playlist to your itunes 

hey guys! it’s that time again! this is now the 4th year i do this and i must admit, it’s becoming one of my favorite things to do. originally i had intended to make 40 mixtapes and mail them out like i did last year, but time has not been on my side as of late. plus i’ve been going through one of those bizarre stages of life when you begin to question if doing certain things even matter anymore. So a bit disillusioned with the whole snail mail deal, i decided to at least still post this mix. Hopefully some of you will listen and download although it’s not as personal as receiving a personalized tape. sigh. forgive me please! 


at first listen, this will probably sound like the most schizophrenic mix i have ever made. however, there is a reason for that. in between all the heartbreak we feel, somehow there are always spurts of good feelings that return to us in several different forms—whether they be flashbacks, little reminders or just by innocent coincidences. they sure as hell are unexpected most of the time but they never cease to bring a smile to your face while simultaneously tugging at those darn heartstrings. i feel like that’s what this mix is, those feelings of absolute misery that oftentimes get interrupted by memories of feelings that once were, for lack of a better word, perfect.

but you know, sometimes we need a break from heartbreak. if there’s something i have learned from my dear friend jens lekman it’s that the end of the world is bigger than love. our broken hearts are only a small part of who we are and we have to keep going. there are other facets of our lives that can fulfill us when there is an emotional void. yes, its easy to say and very tough to actually put into action, but if you just keep reminding yourself that there are bigger things than love, you can make it through. perhaps your pain and suffering will never end, but there will be other fractions of life that can make you feel less hollow, even if it’s just for a short period of time.

with love,

your friend Leedz

DOWNLOAD PLAYLIST HERE

Bizarre Love // february.14.2011.

  1. New Order — Bizarre Love Triangle
  2. Twin Shadow — Slow
  3. Former Ghosts (feat. Nika Roza Danilova) — Chin Up
  4. Wild Nothing — Take Me In
  5. Yo La Tengo — You Can Have It All
  6. Active Child — When Your Love Is Safe
  7. Twin Sister — Lady Daydream
  8. The National — Anyone’s Ghost
  9. King Charles — Love Lust
  10. Secret Shine — Know
  11. Bon Iver — Skinny Love
  12. Wolf Gang — Back to Back (Active Child Remix)
  13. Pavement — Spit On A Stranger
  14. Caribou — Jamelia
  15. Frightened Rabbit — My Backwards Walk
  16. White Denim — I’d Have It Just The Way We Were
  17. Mazzy Star — Fade Into You
  18. The Pains of Being Pure at Heart — The Heart In Your Heartbreak
  19. Generationals — When They Fight, They Fight
  20. The XX — Night Time
  21. Fleetwood Mac — Dreams
  22. Pale Saints — Sight of You
  23. Sailor & I — Where’s the Love
  24. Yeah Yeah Yeahs — Modern Romance
  25. Jens Lekman — The End of the World is Bigger Than Love

p.s. this will not play on your dash
p.p.s. click here if you don’t know how to import a playlist to your itunes 

link
everything’s coming at me all at once it seems. but in reality, i’ve seen all the warning signs and i’ve ignored them. it’s almost like i’m a ticking time bomb ready to just explode. it’s not even just emotions anymore. it really is everything. what am i doing? where am i going? is this even important anymore? where is my place? do i even want to do this anymore? do i still care? what’s it all for? how do my actions/decisions affect others? how do they affect me? i am just one little person in a very big big world and every day that passes is one step closer to shedding this bubble that has been suffocating me. but has it been suffocating me or has it just been nurturing me?—protecting me from the outside world? i dunno man, i’m just trying not to drown. that is all. the problem is i seem to have forgotten how to swim. and if that’s not frightening enough, the fact that i can’t even recognize myself when i look in the mirror puts me in this crazy funk and all i can feel is being numb. it’s not so much that i’m frightened, it’s more that i can’t seem to find myself in any corner of this very big universe.
^^i wrote that on tuesday night elsewhere. lol. i thought it was necessary to understand where the following playlist came from. the crisis is anything but over, but at least i have a sweet playlist to get me through it. sigh.
SONGS TO ACCOMPANY YOUR  E X I S T E N T I A L  BREAK-DOWN
Belle & Sebastian — Get Me Away From Here, I’m Dying
Weekend — End Times
Sufjan Stevens — I Want To Be Well
Tears Run Rings — Run Run Run
The Jesus & Mary Chain — Halfway to Crazy
The Babies — All Things Come to Pass
The Morning Benders — Promises
The Radio Dept. — Memory Loss
Cloud Nothings — Heartbeat
Crystal Castles — Suffocation
Active Child — Weight of the World
Xiu Xiu — This Too Shall Pass Away (For Freddy)
HEALTH — Die Slow
The Smiths — You’ve Got Everything Now
Pink Noise — Next One Is Real
Male Bonding — Weird Feelings
Lower Dens — Two Cocks
Little Jungles — Drive Yerself Crazy
My Bloody Valentine — You Made Me Realise
Misfits — Astro Zombies
Sailor & I — Talking to a Wall
Jens Lekman — Are Birthdays Happy?
Télépopmusik — Breathe
 p.s. this will not play on your dash —  download — look here if you don’t know how to import a playlist to your itunes 

everything’s coming at me all at once it seems. but in reality, i’ve seen all the warning signs and i’ve ignored them. it’s almost like i’m a ticking time bomb ready to just explode. it’s not even just emotions anymore. it really is everything. what am i doing? where am i going? is this even important anymore? where is my place? do i even want to do this anymore? do i still care? what’s it all for? how do my actions/decisions affect others? how do they affect me? i am just one little person in a very big big world and every day that passes is one step closer to shedding this bubble that has been suffocating me. but has it been suffocating me or has it just been nurturing me?—protecting me from the outside world? i dunno man, i’m just trying not to drown. that is all. the problem is i seem to have forgotten how to swim. and if that’s not frightening enough, the fact that i can’t even recognize myself when i look in the mirror puts me in this crazy funk and all i can feel is being numb. it’s not so much that i’m frightened, it’s more that i can’t seem to find myself in any corner of this very big universe.

^^i wrote that on tuesday night elsewhere. lol. i thought it was necessary to understand where the following playlist came from. the crisis is anything but over, but at least i have a sweet playlist to get me through it. sigh.

SONGS TO ACCOMPANY YOUR  E X I S T E N T I A L  BREAK-DOWN

  1. Belle & Sebastian — Get Me Away From Here, I’m Dying
  2. Weekend — End Times
  3. Sufjan Stevens — I Want To Be Well
  4. Tears Run Rings — Run Run Run
  5. The Jesus & Mary Chain — Halfway to Crazy
  6. The Babies — All Things Come to Pass
  7. The Morning Benders — Promises
  8. The Radio Dept. — Memory Loss
  9. Cloud Nothings — Heartbeat
  10. Crystal Castles — Suffocation
  11. Active Child — Weight of the World
  12. Xiu Xiu — This Too Shall Pass Away (For Freddy)
  13. HEALTH — Die Slow
  14. The Smiths — You’ve Got Everything Now
  15. Pink Noise — Next One Is Real
  16. Male Bonding — Weird Feelings
  17. Lower Dens — Two Cocks
  18. Little Jungles — Drive Yerself Crazy
  19. My Bloody Valentine — You Made Me Realise
  20. Misfits — Astro Zombies
  21. Sailor & I — Talking to a Wall
  22. Jens Lekman — Are Birthdays Happy?
  23. Télépopmusik — Breathe

 
p.s. this will not play on your dash
—  download 
look here if you don’t know how to import a playlist to your itunes 

link
happy birthday marc defiant!

i made this playlist for marc’s birthday in hopes that he will listen to music other than broadway musicals. 
where’s the dick!? playlist
1. Slippery Dick — Peaches2. You Made Me Gay — Gravy Train!!!3. Rocket — Goldfrapp4. Pressure - Quadron5. Heavy Cross [Yuksek RMX] — Gossip6. Rich Bitch — Die Antwoord7. Kryptonite Pussy — Yo Majesty8. I Feel Just Like A Child — Devendra Banhart9. So Fine — Telepathe10. Pass This On — The Knife11. Loco — Annie12. I Thought You Were My Boyfriend — The Magnetic Fields13. Jerk Me — New Young Pony Club 14. I Like You So Much Better When You’re Naked — Ida Maria15. Kidz Are So Small — Deerhoof16. The Magic Position — Patrick Wolf17. Who’s Got the Crack — The Moldy Peaches18. Please Please Please — Final Fantasy19. Beauty Case — Stereo Total20. Satan Said Dance — Clap Your Hands and Say Yeah21. In Search of 1988 — Ozma 
p.s. this will not play on your dashp.p.s. download herep.p.p.s. click here to learn how to import a playlist (after you downloaded it of course)

happy birthday marc defiant!

i made this playlist for marc’s birthday in hopes that he will listen to music other than broadway musicals. 

where’s the dick!? playlist

1. Slippery DickPeaches
2. You Made Me GayGravy Train!!!
3. RocketGoldfrapp
4. Pressure - Quadron
5. Heavy Cross [Yuksek RMX] Gossip
6. Rich BitchDie Antwoord
7. Kryptonite PussyYo Majesty
8. I Feel Just Like A ChildDevendra Banhart
9. So FineTelepathe
10. Pass This OnThe Knife
11. LocoAnnie
12. I Thought You Were My BoyfriendThe Magnetic Fields
13. Jerk MeNew Young Pony Club
14. I Like You So Much Better When You’re Naked Ida Maria
15. Kidz Are So SmallDeerhoof
16. The Magic PositionPatrick Wolf
17. Who’s Got the CrackThe Moldy Peaches
18. Please Please PleaseFinal Fantasy
19. Beauty CaseStereo Total
20. Satan Said DanceClap Your Hands and Say Yeah
21. In Search of 1988Ozma 

p.s. this will not play on your dash
p.p.s. download here
p.p.p.s. click here to learn how to import a playlist (after you downloaded it of course)